LiFe is full oF ???

~loser~

21.08.2007

I failed my external exam….an important exam for me…a “too expensive” exam for me…I dun hope I ll pass wif the highest band but I just hope I can pass just wif the lowest band of 6…but finally I failed…mayb i not preparing well..mayb I not understand the question well…mayb I din calculate them correctly…..and mayb I not put enuf effort on it…I do study the whole book which include all the exam syllabus…I do finish all the questions in the book…I do study until midnite for tis exam…but I failed….mayb just too little…..

The time is too short for me 2 answer all the questions….I cant finish all the questions given..watching at the countdown clock and looking for my incomplete questions….i can guess tat I will fail..but I still hope tat luck will by my side…but it dint….

I tot I will cry if I failed tis exam…I tot I cant accept the truth if I failed…I tot I will so down for long time…..but I dint…i m sad when coming out from the exam room…walking to the monorial station….waiting bus…and walking bec 2 my hostel…I m alone thinking for the exam…..y I cant pass it???i call my parents 2 tell them I failed….i felt so sorry 2 them cz I waste their $ again….my dad said he will earn more $ 2 let me resit for tis paper…..haha….he really so humour sometimes….thanks for their support and not blaming for my stupid…

I m not so sad after I reach my room and chitchat wif my roommate,x-roomate,xx-roomate,and frens…thanks for their accompany make me forget about the exam….they really help me a lot 2 handle my emotion at tat time….at least I m not alone…thanks those who do wish me good luck….thanks those who believe I can do it but sorry I make u all disappointed….thanks those who try 2 cheer me up wif just some simple “dun gv up / try again…”…thanks Mr.S who oways send me msg ontime even I only read ur “fighting” msg after I “loose”…

For sure…..i will try again and I must try again…but I really cant imagine wat my feeling when the 2^nd time I step in2 the same place…will I b more confident or I will b more nervous???mostly the latter will do…..

anywhere,i must pass the exam next time i sit for it…

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